LOOK FOR ME WHEN I AM GONE

Look for me when I am gone.

Not for all the turmoil and problems I caused in your life,

And not for being the woman you wanted me to be;

But as someone who truly loved you once and that was forever.

As someone who gave you a reason to live your life,

As someone who laughed with you, cried and shared your emotions.

Look for me when I am gone.

Not for showing lady-like qualities in front of your friends,

The tantrums that made you lose your temper every time,

The fights that made you hate me every while;

But as someone who could spend the whole day waiting for you

Or when you were unwell,

as someone who stayed up all night with her prayers, praying for you.

Look for me when I am gone.

Not for having the patience you wanted me to have,

Not for being perfect all the time;

Remember me as someone who could go to any extreme

if she could have you in the end.

Who could fight with anyone if you chose never to leave her hand.

Look for me when I am gone,

For you would miss me.

Don’t worry, I won’t be far away,

I will wait for you until you come,

hold my hand and kiss me.....